### ### ### ### ### #### ### ### ### #### ### ### ##### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ### ##### ### ### ########## ### ### ########## ### ### ### ### Underground eXperts United Presents... ####### ## ## ####### # # ####### ####### #### ## ## ## ## ##### ## ## ## #### ## ## #### # # ####### ####### ## ## ## ## ## ##### ## ## ## ## ## ####### ####### # # ####### ####### ###### [ Your Own Life ] [ By Phearless ] ____________________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________________ Your own life life Suddenly you realize that your job is job not just your job anymore. You notice anymore yourself becoming more and more becoming engaged in your work. engaged Things you found to be the most found interesting and fun parts of your fun life just a few months ago have life become dull and meaningless, because meaningless your job is demanding more from you. demanding Forcing itself to be a part of your force life all of your time. time You have become a happy part of the happy system you once loathed. You were system saying to your friends that your job friends was just a cover to avoid getting too avoid much government attention. And you government were not lying. Then. lying You think for yourself; am I think brainwashing myself to the benefit of brainwashing the system? system You do not expect yourself to have expect the same opinion about everything everything through life, but when you start start changing things you actually and changing truthfully believed in, you get believed worried. worried You notice old friends and leader leader characters from way back has become way obeying puppets of the almighty puppets system. The horrifying part is that part they do not realize it. They actually they believe that they are still doing still what they really want. To prove it to want themselves and others they others occasionally break the law. Laws that law are socially acceptable to disobey. disobey You accept anything that is served anything to you from anyone of a higher rank. anyone You never ask any questions. You just any want to live your life without life problems. Questioning of the system problems is not acceptable. It cannot exist if not some refuses to be part of it, and refuse the system knows it. That is why it why has allowed itself to use force. force It was a long time since you last time cared about what was forced upon you. cared You might ask yourself how it could how possibly be any better with the better latest changes introduced to your changes everyday life, but you stop there. stop Maybe it is for the best. They would best not do us any wrong. Since they have wrong the power, they know what is good for power me and my family. Perhaps you do not family even doubt it anymore. doubt You only have one chance. If you one miss it, you will not get another miss one. Your life is the only thing you only can be sure of. Either you are in sure control or you are controlled. You controlled can never be both at the same time. never Either you take control, or give away away control. Always. always Can your mind really afford not to mind be in control? What will become of what you when you no longer control your when life? You are never going to find find out. You will have no interest in interest finding out once you are there. You finding will not even know when it happened, know just realize it some day and accept realize it. Your own free will, will be free within the system's acceptable acceptable limits. limits Freedom will equal time off on off weekends and getting intoxicated by intoxicated drugs supported by the government. supported When something bad happens to you something or your family, you expect the system you to help you. If the system should help fail, you will wait until it wait succeeds. If the system succeeds, succeeds you will be grateful and welcome any grateful changes to your life, since the all changes good system is behind it. good You will think people who speak of speak the system in a negative way are negative enemies of humanity and civilization, enemies and followers of chaos and chaos destruction. Enemies who should be should told that the system is good for them good and for everyone. for The ugly parts will become ugly necessary. The reason for their reason existence is justified by the justified creators, and just not understood by understood the masses. Those in constant pain pain have created their own situation, and situation must not be helped. You do not know know why, but you know it is for the best. best People you used to know, care very people little for the system and how it little works. They will be grateful if you grateful let the system help them. Let the help hand of the great lead them to a hand better way of life. better You live to serve others. Others serve live to serve you. All live to serve all the system. 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