'##::::'##:::'#####:::'########: VIVA LA REVOLUCION! CERDO DEL CAPITALISTA!! ##:::: ##::'##.. ##:: ##.....:: =========================================== ##:::: ##:'##:::: ##: ##::::::: THE HELOTS OF ECSTASY PRESS RELEASE #353 !! #########: ##:::: ##: ######::: ZIEGO VUANTAR SHALL BE MUCH VICTORIOUS! !! ##.... ##: ##:::: ##: ##...:::: =========================================== ##:::: ##:. ##:: ##:: ##::::::: "Leave Me Empty" !! ##:::: ##::. #####::: ########: by -> Tasha !! ..:::::..::::.....::::........:: 12/16/98 !! !!========================================================================!! Pink Post-it reminder on desk. Reminder of what I forgot anyway, because I can only remember on e thing today. I can only remember you today, and you never showed up today. I can't see anything from my backseat with the child-proof lock, and headlights blaring. A world of black and white. Black and white... lights...flashing. Hurt me. Cut me. Bleed me. For everything I see comes in black and white, but blood is gray. I long for gray on this endless highway. Yellow paint...cement...black..white... Nothing's much more than a simple shade and vague shape through my eyes. Green. I don't have perfect vision. I don't have perfect anything, but a dream. A dream which was nothing more than me smiling. I don't know where it came from, since I don't know what it's like to really smile. Smile with a cause. Smile for more reason than to keep people from asking you what's wrong. Car phone ringing. Fuel door jammed, and I wasn't able to stop the gas perfectly on $5.00. I owe Mobil two cents, and I bet they'll hold it against me forever. Rain drops hitting winshield. Jack Frost can't make snow yet. I wonder if he feels inadequate, too. Trying to make shapes out of drops of water isn't working well, and the horrible attempts are getting swept away in the blades of the windshield wipers. My writing's neatly scribbled in this black and white darkness. Filling me and you, and everything that has some kind of void. Like the friend who constantly gives unwanted advice. Leave me empty. !!========================================================================!! !! (c) !LA HOE REVOLUCION PRESS! #353 - WRITTEN BY: TASHA - 12/16/98 !!