=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= go away from my window ---------------------- I made you all up. You are simply what I have invented to test myself. You are nothing more. Every action you take, every word you speak, is centered directly at me, purposefully aimed at me. I am the creator of you and all that you think and do, nothing exists outside of me. Nothing takes place outside of me. Nothing is understood or done outside of me. I create all events, and I use these events to test myself, to better myself, to learn and to explore. And you, well, you're nothing. I made you for a purpose. You're here to teach me things. Love, respect, dignity, hatred, the uselessness of morals in contemporary society - all things. You are instrumental in my development, nearly as instrumental as I was in yours. I am living backwards in time. Perhaps I am in the recollective state of my being, looking at the many mistakes, correct postulates, rash assertions, and deep and meaningful relationships that existed in my life. Maybe I'm not living this moment and maybe I'm just imagining this in some kind of twisted lucid dream. I can't be too sure So I'll just read my books, and drink my coffee, and eat my Chinese food, and continue plodding along like I've done recently. I'll sift through the malcontent of my mind, endlessly daydreaming in some kind of nearly drunken stupor, contemplating myself and you. And contemplating the meaningless of the existence of today and the days ahead. Man is an animal. Transcend man. Transcend yourself. Metamorphosize. Think, read, and enjoy life. Enjoy the little intricacies and nuances of all the petty and pathetic people, all the charismatic intelligent people, all the people that you don't know, won't know, and don't care about. Live it up. So who's playing God? Who's asking the question? This is dedicated to my little asian princess, trapped in a tiny little blue castle nestled in the clouds. So, how's the view? I think Hum expressed it best, when they wisely noted: "I've got nothing to lose, nothing like her left to lose." "Another drink my love will make it tall enough so I can stand on it and see, all you've done for me." Don't fall from grace. -dropco =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = Questions, Comments, Bitches, Ideas, Rants, Death Threats, Submissions = = Mail: jericho@dimensional.com (Mail is welcomed) = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = To receive new issues through mail, mail jericho@dimensional.com with = = "subscribe fuck". If you do not have FTP access and would like back = = issues, send a list of any missing issues and they will be mailed. = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = AnonFTP FTP.DIMENSIONAL.COM/users/jericho/FUCK = = FTP.SEKURITY.ORG/pub/zines/fucked.up.college.kids = = FTP.DTO.NET /pub/zines/fuck = = FTP.ETEXT.ORG/pub/Zines/FUCK = = WWW *** http://www.sekurity.org/~fuck *** = = http://www.dimensional.com/~jericho = = http://www.reps.net/~krypt/fuck.html = = http://www.simunye.com/fuck = = http://www.dis.org/se7en/fuck = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = (c) Copyright. All files copyright by the original author. = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=